The Bullshit Meister

Bye Bye Miss American Pie~

2009-05-06T23:25:00.000-07:00

There's a woman crying out tonight,

Her world has changed,

She asks god why,

Her only son has died and now her daughter cries,

She can't sleep at night,

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties,

Another war to fight,

There's no regard for life,

How do they sleep at night,

How can we make things right,

Just want to make this right,

WE BELIEVE, WE BELIEVE, IN THIS LOVE

My good people,

I saw this photo and almost effectively immediately fell in love with it. It is so sad, those two eyes are so incredibly sad and that one hand thrown as though hope is completely lost. I find it so heart wrenching and so beautiful.

This trip to macau has been a strange one. The kids I'm TA'ing have helped me find out so much about myself and so much about what I can do, who I can be and they've helped me be so much more understanding. It is so

strange owing becoming a new person to 17 kids that are in between the ages of 7-8, but they are so amazing, and so intelligent and they see the world through completely different eyes.

I also love this photo. She is so old and yet she is still so incredibely beautiful and if you try to imagine the amount of pain she must have been through. I mean...I would try to explain but really its something that has to reach your heart on its own. For me there is so much sadness and pain in her eyes and yet she's laughing, this to me is soo beautiful.

I keep reverting my mind to how many things I've missed, how many people I haven't seen grow, how many people I've lost touch with, and the other day the I experienced what I think is the saddest thing in the world. A best friend of mine, called Loredana, in Romania, a person I used to confide and talk to all the time, I person I've laughed with, a person who has shared her thoughts with me, wrote to me, and in the simple span of a sentence she shattered my heart.

"Who are you?"

I told her I was morgan, and the next thing she told me was that she really didn't know who I was and she really didn't want strangers in her yahoo messenger list. She blocked me. I can't even explain how I realized what I'm going to say next but here it is, people forget you. They always will. We aren't anything more than passing things, events that happen and then are over. There is no importance to anyone be it best friend, lover, person you admire, everyone is forgotten... eventually.

I can't however seem to find a good explanation to many people, they confuse me. I understand that people want to be closed and want to have their own secrets but there are people that you meet and you feel as though you have run into a brick wall and you lie there stunned, trying to figure out what just happened but all you do is get sucked deeper into trying to figure them out. A word of advice from myself to myself...maybe I should give up trying? after about the third attempt (allegedly the charm) one must always think it for the best, and then leave.

There is a difference between what is right and what is easy. What is right is always the more difficult thing to do and what is easy is always the wrong thing to do. Really all you can do is go for the right thing. Say the things you know you should say and at the right time, tell people what you think and really don't hold it in because you end up 20 years down the road a disfunctinal loony simply because you never bothered to release emotions.

There is a difference between peeing IN the pool and peeing INTO the pool. Location, location, location.

that'sallfornowmygoodpeople

Helter skelter in the summer swelter,

The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,

Eight miles high and falling fast,

It landed foul on the grass,

The players tried for a forward pass,

With the jester in the sidelines in a cast,

At halftime there was sweet perfume,

While sergeants played a marching tune,

We all got up to dance,

Oh but we never got the chance,

The players tried to take the field,

The marching band refused to yield,

Do you recall what was revealed,

The day, the music died.

New skin, Macau, Brida ~

2009-05-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

In the night,

I hear them tell,

The coldest story ever told,

Somewhere far along this road,

He lost his soul,

To a woman so heartless.

My good people, I am once again in Macau. It is fun, things are much better now, but I want to come home. I miss everyone... I miss kiri, ALVIN, aaron, ziyan, michael, and of course jeffry. I want to be close to everyone, and know that i can just call someone, or just walk down to singa plaza and meet everyone, I feel as though I'm so far away... which I am. I am a continent away.

I have reverted to my comfort color. I've started reading this book called Brida, and it is sterling! incredible! amazing! fantastic! superb! dazzling! out of this world! breathtaking! great! terrific! ace! magic! cool! awesome! brilliant! killer!

It's the story of this girl who wants to learn how to find her soulmate... she begins to learn everyday magic, the ways of people...ways of the world and discovers that when you find your soulmate you'll see a light above their left shoulder. I think I should take a leaf out of her book...

And it there is this theory that soul-mates, are parts of our own soul. When we die, a piece of who we are drifts away and becomes a separate one. We are born with the soul purpose to find our soul, and when we do we know because they know how are mind works, what we think, they understand us like no one else can, and they can finish your sentences or even say things you thinking... Sometimes only one of the two will ever know they have found their soulmate.

I want to believe that there is someone for everyone, and that we will eventually find someone who completes us... what if I already found them but let the slip away?

Somewhere along this road he lost his soul,

to a woman so heartless...

This is what it says in the book:

"But how will I know who my soulmate is?"

"By taking risks, by risking failure, dissapointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end."

I need to come back...Now...

How could you be so heartless?..

I'm wondering if I've done wrong by you, and I constantly worry that this is hurting you more than it should...was I careless enough to let you slip away? or was I right to push you away?

He lost his soul,

to a woman so heartless...

That'sallfornowmygoodpeople...

Since when....~

2009-04-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

My good people...

The time is coming, and once again my heart is filled with the heaviness of failure. The due date for our amazing Infiltration Project. It approaches like deadly animal on the prowl. Honestly, I have been following Mr. Hawkes's instructions pretty half heartedly. I know that in all truth I should be nearly done...that is if I lived in an alternate universe...where I was not morgan, yet some other person who had the actual will power and perseverence, to do work of any kind.

The other thing on my mind lately is the trouble of the Art Exhibit. After a contract, a failure to get what we want, and an ultimatum of moving all our belongings out of the gallery within 24 hours, we ended up once again at school with nothing to do beside sit around and twiddle our thumbs in disparity. We ended being put hard to work setting up the exhibit for the grade twelve exhibit. I was partnered with a person...of mediocre talent, high pitched voice and an extreme need for physical contact for which I did not care for. It was nice though and the hall behind the theatre was drastically transformed.

I am back in the game people. That is all.

After an interesting start to a day last saturday, I was phoned abruptly at 9'o'clock in the morning by Kiri. I was shortly invited to join her in a short trip shanghai. Upon getting into her car, the interesting idea of inviting the duck popped into our head. It was good that it came to mind. We called Aaron who was in needless to say a confused state of sleep and barely managed to ask what shanghai was. We gave him five minutes to get ready, he bargained for 30, so we gave him 20 to settle. We showed up at his house and he was 'beautified' and ready to roll. After an extended trip we were in shanghai and running around nanjing road. We ran through ESPRIT, hershey's, and even had a short stop over at madame tussaudes's. After enough food to feed the entire nation of Somalia we piled back into the car and were safely returned to our little town of Suzhou.

A message to YOU, if you ever happen over this blog. :]

There is no need for you to preten to be someone else, because frankly you as you are is truly the most beautiful thing ever. I don't see why you need to try and be cool because you are naturally it.

You don't need ordeals, appearances, pretenses or ideas to have to talk and be heard. You know the cliche sounding sentence, when someone says they'd be there when you fall...I'd be there when you fell, crashed and burned. Till the end.

Here's to you.

It's not a silly little moment,

It's not the storm before the calm.

This is the deep and dyin breath of

this love that we been workin on.

I can't seem to hold you like I want to,

So I can feel you in my arms

Nobody's gonna come and save you,

We pulled too many false alarms.

We're goin down

And you can see it too.

We're goin down,

and you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,

You're the one I tried to draw.

How dare you say it's nothing to me,

Baby you're the only light I ever saw.

I make the most of all the sadness,

You try to hit me just to hurt,

So you leave me feelin dirty

Cause you can't understand.

We're going down

And you can see it too

We're going down

And you know that we're doomed

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room...

that'sallfornowmygoodpeople...

~BEIMUN, art exhibition and the crap to succeed it.

2009-03-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

So both of us are mad

for nothing...nothing...

cryin for nothing...nothing

But we won't let it go

for nothing...nothing...

This should be nothing to a love like we got..

And I know sometimes...it's gonna rain..

but baby can we make up now..

Cause i can't sleep through the pain...

My good people This week was classic. Starting with Thursday of Last week, my weekend was made by BEIMUN. I officially am wanting to be back in a crammed room, with 70 other strangely familiar faces. I want to feel my heart pounding against my ribs as I walk up to the podium, and let my mouth talk on it's own, as my brain rushes on a wild adrenaline rush. I want to walk back to my seat in uncertainty and watch carefully as the other delegates faces change and people stare intently at their resolutions. The comforting presence of the chair and the elation of thinking you've made a difference.

The dance on the other hand, could be debated between a nightmare occurence and a splendid evening. Met many new people...danced with many others, strangers and familiars alike. This was the splendid part, the nightmare came later when through texts, voices, yelling a slammed door and excessive hanky using, a good friends heart was broken. I cannot explain the extreme pain I was in, part of it was on behalf of my friend the other was on behalf of my sore and scarred feet.

Ended this spectacular conference with a passed resolution, a superlative for most passionate speaker, most mafia like delegate and most likely to declare war. Now THAT is what I call accomplisment. Sat next to someone on the plane for which I really could've cared less to sit next to. After excessive nose picking, dandruff shaking and tooth picking with a retainer, I wanted to both hurl and die. Interestingly enough I wasn't sitting next to a child...but a teenager...and it was...colloquialy (or however that is spelled).... EW.

I was thrown into the harsh world...the real one in which I was obligated to have responsibilities and act mature.Tomorrow is our CAS trip to Nanjing. I have been able to slap-bang something together which we can use to teach under privileged children english. Our homeroom hoodies came in yesterday, and I must say my jaw dropped when I saw the amazing design. I congratulate and worship the people who slaved over them.

My being head of the Art committee has proven as pure and un obsolvent pride. It may be a sin but it's damned good to feel when it's about others.

That's all for now my good peopel!

solongmygoodpeople

Really love your peaches...wanna shake your tree...:]

~G.H.A.

2009-03-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

I want to drive you into the corner

and kiss you without a sound

I want to stay this way forever

My good people

This week everything has played out quite nicely. Kiri decided to be gay and miss school today but that is ok, because I have better friends :O :P :D.

Tomorrow is BEIMUN and there is a tight knot in the pit of my stomach and it chokes me up like a disease I jus t don't want to go. The passion for MUN has faded,

You are my addiction

My conviction

My everything

an excuse for persistence

That's all for now my good people

~Oh god TIME GOES BY

2009-03-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

I've been watching your world from afar

I've been trying to be where you are

And I've been secretly falling apart

I'll see.

To me you're strange and you're beautiful

You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see

You turn every head but you don't see me.

My good people it has been an intensely fast week. Every time I look around it's like another two weeks have whizzed by and the next thing I know it's June and the next thing I know I'm on summer vacation, and then I'm gone. It makes me so tired to think how old we are all getting and how fast it's springing on us

WELL I threw a allegedly surprise birthday part, for kiri. Turns out that as usual she pre-read my mind and had some sort of an inkling as to what was about to happen. Regardless my house was abundant with joy and quite ravished by the time the party was over. I must say there was a certain amount of nerves when preparing for it. Inviting people, asking my dad if it was ok, getting the cake, getting the perfect present etc. But now a blanket of peaceful contentment has settled over my tiny world and calm is restored.

P.S. we ended up purchasing a leopard print bra, four thongs and violently dressing a rather tubby pink moose in them. Only to find that kiri does not wear thongs and the bra was to small for her voluptious bosom. :P

Organizing the NanJing trip has been like living hell on this tiny shithole called earth. I am so grateful that I have Diwen to back me up and hold me up when it seems like things are getting too much. So far we have the hotel and bus booked as well as a thumbs up approval from both Dr.Nixon and Ms. Knobel,

There is nothing more to say my friends. Qiao Yan is gone and it is so unfortunately lonely to see the gang walking around without her. It is irrevocably saddening to know that kiri and I will be the only two 'girls' at the gatherings from now on. Like no it actually sucks.

WellMygoodpeople,

that's all for now. :]

~The Gangster of Love

2009-02-21T22:14:00.000-08:00

some people call me the space cowboy

some call me the gangster of love

Some people call me maurice

Cause I speak of the pompitous of love...

My good people

I haven't written for an eon. I would like to state that the Biography is one of the dumbest, senseless and persistently annoying things I have ever had to do. I have uncovered some things that have shocked me to my very inner core.

- fifty percent of my family takes pride in random paraphernalia, boxing, being on the cover of vogue etc.

-I am a large part Jewish.

Talk about ground breaking discovery. Well yesterday went to Qiao Yan's goodbye party! It was really fun. Kiri and I departed for singa plaza at about 12. We were pleasantly encountered by Ziyan, Michael, and Aaron. We twiddled our thumbs as we waited for Qiao Yan and Alvin Lim to show up but for un-apparent, fairly suspicious reasons they never did. We all made our way to times square.

At time's square we sought out Burger King and polished off a whopper each, or in Jeffrey's case two whoppers or in Zi Yan's case an ice cream. Then we dawdled around times square and walked down to a japanese market just for the fun of it (the fun part of it could be questionable :]). Met up with Michael C. and Joshua T. the gruesome twosome :P kiri and I went to get some food for Qiao Yan and Alvin while the other's took flight to Joshua T's Doorstep.
In the meantime J, M, K and I found a store with teletubby costumes and we tried on the hats.

I was going to upload a photo but my internet is being insistently impeded.

Got several calls later where Aaron insisted he and Jeffrey needed to pee or something along those lines and insisted on barging into J.'s house. That is soooo absolutely wrong, mindless, foolish and just downright stupid to do especially if you are going to someone else's house you never know how their parents will react.

Many minutes later we arrived at J's house but it was alright because A, J, Z, Michael H., Qiao Yan and Alvin had found there way in to J's house....I mean I hope it was alright...

Sat around and played Guitar Hero, Halo, and Wii for most of the afternoon. Michael H. just can't admit that I completely proverbially "owned his ass" at archery on wii. :P Then we had dinner which consisted of pizza. Sat around watching Talladega Nights. Good Times.

Later on we were in the process of cleaning up when I was crudely slapped in the face with a handful of pasta by no one other than Kiri the traitor and Aaron the Collaborator. Scary, shaking process ensued in which I had to wash my hair of pesto. Later on Jeffrey somehow persuaded Aaron to shove a handful of cake which was precariously perched on a spoon, no sooner had aaron brought it to his face then Jeffrey slammed it into the side of Aaron's head!!! priceless, and pure genius.

Later when we were cleaning up the remains of the previous J and A battle, I took a handful of cake and mashed it nice and slow into Kiri's head. Priceless. :P

Went home, Kiri and i had showers and we went to bed.

That's all for now My good people

~Back from KL

2009-02-01T06:37:00.000-08:00

My good People

We'll see you at the show

If you don't come, we'll never know

You stand off in the back

You still stand out while you're wearing black

I just got back from KL> it was amazing!! It reminded me so much of my essence, Egypt. I got there and as soon as I disembarked off the plane and I felt the dry heat and heard the noise of traffic and allowed the smells to soak in through my skin, my heart was overcome with a pain that is unbearable. I miss Egypt so much it actual makes my heart ache. The expression isn't simply to alliterate what I mean, it is literal. I want to go back to Egypt. I have been gone sooo long from it and I feel like I've lost myself along the way.

If I were to go back I think I would be a completely different person to the one I am today. I feel so empty and ever since I got back from KL I feel not only hollow but cracked, worn and faded... I not only want to go back to egypt...I have to... my muscles and my bones are actually in pain as I think of being back. I never thought I could get homesick because I've never really had a home, but if this is it then it sucks...more than anything I HAVE EVER FELT.

In KL, My mom and I went to almost everything. We went to Little India, Chinatown, The petronas Towers, KL Tower, Butterfly Park, Orchid Park, National Mosque, The National Monument, The Islamic museum, Aquaria, Merdeka Square and Central market!! Out of all these things I was most impressed by:

~Aquaria

~The islamic Museum

Yea. But all in all KL was an experience never to be missed. :)
well so long, and some last lyrics. :)

He's drunk again, it's time to fight

She must have done something wrong tonight

The living room becomes a boxing ring

It's time to run when you see him clenching his hands

She's just a woman...

He's drunk again, it's time to fight

The same old shit, just on a different night

She grabs the gun, she's had enough

Tonight she'll find out just how fuckin' tough is this man

Pulls the trigger as fast as she can

Never again...

~Hey...

2009-01-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

This won't break your heart, but I just think it could..

My good people...I am in macau, and the question, how much time do we have left?... that is not an emo question as in when will I die? and crap, I mean how much time do we have left with the people we love. Like our family and friends, take this scenario:

You're talking to your mom, and you're having the best time ever. You watch a movie together, you go out shopping. She drops you off at home and pops out again for a few minutes. Half an hour later you get a call from a hospital telling you she died in a car accident....

How crap do you feel now?...

~Ultraviolet

2009-01-22T02:44:00.000-08:00

She's a wave and she's breaking

she's a problem to solve

and in that circle she's making

I will always revolve.

And on her sight

these eyes depend

invisible and indivisible

That fire you ignited

Good, bad and undecided

Burns when I stand beside it

Your light is ultraviolet...

ultraviolet

My good people, today is a sad day, so many people who I will miss in serious quantities have departed. People such as Ga Hee, Gun A, Ji Hoon, Gladys, and Jenny have decided to move on without us. I wish them all the happiness I could possibly give and hope they have the brightest most amazingly happy futures. (even if they are without us :[)

I would like to state that the heart is the most confusing thing any person could possibly posses. It can crumble at anything from bad grades to a shattering one line proverbial 'diss'. Today I got my report card and my friends...foes, or Switzerlands. I must say I am incoherently bungling at math. It is actually so funny how horrible I am at math, I could write a one act skit called:

The Blunders of a 9th Grade Math Fiasco

Now THAT is catchy...let's just say that whatever it is I plan to do when I grow to be an adult it will in no way involve mathematics of any kind. Maybe I'll go into showbiz and end up being a struggling actress taking the streets of new york by storm, not with my acting skills but with my waitressing adeptness...that's an idea.

Cause you're so perfect,

that no one measures up

But I'm not perfect...

Just all messed up...

Ashley I promise I will someday post a post about flirting up here, so you can read it and train, but untill then patience my darling, is a virtue. :P

Can someone inform me why I am such an unsuitable choice for an assistant? I ask you. I am not upset....just incredibly hurt but I will 'tac si iau medicamentul' as my romanian grandmother would say (shut up and take the medicine) Ughh, disappointment hurts the most....it must suck for parents to feel like this everytime they witness our report cards, or percieve our acts of idiocy.

That's all for today my good people....so long. :]

~Flu, going away, and such and such...

2009-01-19T06:32:00.001-08:00

JESUS I am right now hating on you for the horrible flu and willing to pay you off in big cash to make it all disappear. RAWR

My good people....I was soooo majorly ticked off on saturday because JONATHAN decided to forget kiri and I at starbucks, and not tell us there was NO trip to BAO AI!!! Kiri and i actually managed to finish off a whole pack of high-chews while we were there. That is how bored we were.

Day wasn't entirely bad. Hung out with some pretty darned cool asians. Had an amazing time. First met up with diwen and consumed an amount of ice cream that should never be consumed by any human being. Walked down to singa plaza from Neighbourhood center, all the way kiri and I belted out a range of songs going from love story by Taylor Swift to the hokey pokey by an anonymous artist who in diwen's opinion should be DEAD.

Got to Leng Shi Tou (cold stone :P) and met up with Ziyan, Aaron and Michael. Watched them eating ice creams seeing as I felt sick by this time, and then we all proceeded to Mr. Pizza where we resumed our elongated wait for Alvin, Qiao Yan, and Ted.

After countless amusing phonecalls in which Alvin used the words Fuck and Shit more than should be allowed by law, the three musketeers marched right into the oh blessed Mr. Pizza.

Went on to KTV EXTREME FUN!!! WOOOT!!

Went home and helped Emilie film her tech project, by being her model and editor...and DJ. I should be PAYED. Emilie slept over, and that is when I woke up with the most horrible flu I have ever had.

I was completely incapacitated to go in on monday, so i relied upon my fatherly figure to deliver the fruits of my labour (the english project) to school and back home, which i am proud to say he did without a flaw.

Continued to slouch around the house all day and read beyond what any good human should read. Late afternoon approached and Emilie once again dashed into my midst as to finish off her Tech project. I ended this evening by editing and finishing off the English Project and Emilie's Tech. My good People, I bid you farewell and to all a goodnight...

~Today

2009-01-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

Romeo save me

I've been feelin' so
Alone..

I have truly realized how much every girl wishes for a never ending love. My good people (because a true entry cannot appear without that line), after having watched La Vita e Bella or (life is beautiful) I fell in love with the idea of true and deep, maybe not expressed but deffinitely felt love.

How many people ever find the perfect person?

I know that sounds like a retarded question, but how many find someone they move completely in sync with? or someone who reads their mind like a map? or someone who feels every single thing they feel. The answer is...

Almost never..

How sad is that....well i have had a pretty good day. Found ma phone yesterday.WOOT the number is 13701415549. There you go. :] Well got my math test back and trust me the torture just began, the opression, depression and any other ession you can think of followed as I was reminded what a failure I am at math, and how thoroughly incompetent I am when it comes to remembering formulas. DAMN. Got my history back, and that was very good, 10...9... and then a random 7. Oh well truly unexpected, and truly without an explanation but it is out of my power so I will let it slide by as human error. :]

Can't remember what homework I have....merkh...

Stayed after school and walked around with ziyan. Definitely amusing, especially when we began pondering whether or not to kill a white beaver to make a hat like Ms. Rodriguez's hat. :P

well so long and farewell...:]

~2009

2009-01-01T09:16:00.000-08:00

My good people...It was a good run, but hell we all have to start afresh...at some point. We all hope for better things and we all wish each other fabricated niceties for the sake of politeness. How much of any of it do we actually mean? I mean yes we all genuinely want people to be happy, but how many of us actually think about what they might actually want to be better....or what they might actually want to change in their live. We are such thoughtless people.

Come to think of it, why do we celebrate the new year with such fabulous parties and flamboyant frivolities? can anyone answer me that? I mean yes it is fun, and who doesn't appreciate it but at the end of the day we might as well call our lives an evolution and just skip the counting of the years. Does it really make a difference that a year has gone by? What is a year? Why do we care if it goes by? Does it actually mean anything?

2009 was brought in on high hopes, Happy music, and saddened hearts (not my own). Now according to Romanian tradition the correct way to interpret such signs of ambiguity would be:

-a year of hope with little reward.

-a year of much joy.

-and a year of deep rooted, heart throbbing pain.

I refuse to conform to this, and thus I have designed a year for myself. It will consist of consistent contentment, abundant luck, and ample bounty for hearty work.

so long and farewell my good people.

~romania, the people.....too much more...

2008-12-31T00:54:00.000-08:00

hello hello!

well my good people, it has been a very eye opening experience for me to come back home. I'm not sure if it's the overload of wayyy to oily food or whether it is the dark and cynical humor of every romanian, but it feels like home to me.

Got here and went out into my neighbor hood to do the proverbial action of 'chilling' with old friends. I must point out that there is a distance and space between all of them that just seems to grow every time I come back, as if its a small hole in a piece of cloth you insist on fiddling with until it becomes so big its ugly. It makes me even sadder when I see how hard they try to be civilized around each other just for my sake, it ends up the way it would if you put a very pissed off a cat in a small room with a very pissed off dog and then force them to share a toy. It is scary. The changes....oh the changes... so many of them now smoke and oh so many of them drink in excess. The saddest part of it is they don't really have the money to do either.

As time wears on, romanians (I swear to god) get poorer and poorer, and complain more and more. Meeting up with someone no longer means a friendly exchange of banter, it means your immediate position of secret keeper, wound soother and best friend. Beside the fact that listening to people complain about all their aches and pains and their lack of money and all the rising prices (sometimes I swear to god we must have been jewish in some ulterior life) there is a sense of a common thing that ties everyone together in a way that no one can understand outside of romania. I would try to explain it... but the only definition I can find is that everyone is tied by the fact that they all have scars that are the same, bad family, no money and being romanian (no offense, but it is the worst of all).

Christmas started off with the custom of lent...which meant no meat and no dairy products for three days. I must say that on the third day of this notorious Lent I gave up and snuck some sour cream and cheese. As one can only assume I wasn't allowed to go to church and therefore had an unblessed christmas (not that i really gave a f*** but it would have been nice to know that THE BIG GUY was on my side.). I was then pushed to about 6 peoples houses where food was unceromoniously shoved down ones throat and then you were expected to thank them....I'm assuming that most of the food that was laid out is going to be a family's food for the rest of the year...:(

Well it's nearly new years eve and my good people I was going to go to a concert at the palace in Iasi with friends...but my friends we decided it might be wiser not to...a crowd of 100 maybe more drunk romanians in a confined space with glass bottles...yea not a good or smart place to be.

I big you all farewell, as I gallop away to prepare some more food (to last the rest of the year). :]

~LoVe~

2008-12-28T13:21:00.000-08:00

PPl if I have learned one thing it is that if you have something good, such as a good relationship or an amazing friend, never give up and never let go.. I know this all sounds cliche but seriously, Don't let a good thing go by:)

so long,

POE

2008-12-15T04:03:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!! LOH JUN ROCKS - need food -.-

2008-12-15T03:33:00.000-08:00

*Before beginning my blog, I would like to thank loh jun for doing an amazing job by pimping my blog!!!! I would like to point out that though the back ground is sooooooooooo me the top things.....with the poem...and stuf...has nothing to do with me or my surroundings! :P thank you for your attention, keep your arms and legs within the ride at all times...cuz ur in for a wild one :P~*

well, yesterday went with Kaitlyn and jun...and wei down to walking....random and awkward does not even begin to cover what happened there.

Later on when I was done with Kaitlynn and her tribe of busy people, I strolled over to kiri's house, and mewled and whined until she came out, and then I asked for food. Lacking money in the house = lacking food therefore I had been hungry for about 2 days.... the line 'ONLY YOU CAN SAVE MAN KIND!' comes to mind :P any way ,she looked mildly confused, like a moose caught in headlights. She gave me a slice of bread and lemme tell you, bread is officially my favorite food. But then I saw a plate of cold pancake and cold pancake soon became my next favorite food. :P She noticed that I wolfed things down like a little south african kid so she picked up 20 rmb and took me out for ROTII WOOOT!!!! went ate those...well not all obviously...im not that fat :P Then we walk past the ABC store and decide to buy a giant bag of chocolate filled wafers....and we FINISHED THEM...YES...YOU READ ME CORRECT, we finished them. I was given a brilliant idea by Kaitlyn, and with a certain initiation and determination I walked up to the counter of COLDSTONE with kiri and spent two of kiri's rmb on a ..... REESE'S. it was heaven :P then we went back to her house and had dinner:P

Our night does not end there, we proceed to call Ziyan and ask him whereabouts he is, as we had heard rumors of a specific get together at a certain T.G.I. Fridays :P. He was in a taxi with LJ, MW, and Cheese and they were all on their way to SINGA PLAZA!!! COLDSTONE!! it was just our luck that we just so happened to be at COLDSTONE SING PLAZA!!! well we proceeded to make up a lame excuse to explain why we had called Z. The most fantastical excuse of the century was " hey...do you know where DW is because....we have her thong? yea....umm yes we have her thong...and we want to give...it...back?" at which a confused Z said...."OK...-.-" and then hung up. Out of absolute desperation Kiri and I dash to the kids shop at singa plaza and purchase a pair of 10 rmb Kiddie undies...with MOO cows on them :P. ~SpOnTaNeItY~ at the max!! we spent the next 5 minutes laughing and pulling on one pair to break them so we could say.... "well we broke DW's old thong (ergo broken one) and therefore needed to buy her a new one (ergo second pair)" well we wait outside coldstone....and meet a giddy denise and emilie who suspiciously inquire of our present giving....yes, i dont think I need to elaborate.... :P

After a cold 45 mins, we find out that in fact the whole party has moved to JINJI coldstone....so we rush in a gallop and a scurry to JINJI to be extremely let down by the fact that neither Z or DW are to be found... our "thong" plan was put into action but badly...seeing as no one got it....but it was funny anyway.

It is to my extreme regret though to report that some people were displeased at Kiri and my arrival.....I am sorry little people. :( I hope we did not completely shatter your evening. :(

Anyway, K, LJ and cool people proceeded to discuss various aspects of life in the bathroom of coldstone (for some strange reason o.O)...well everyone left....we do all have homes to go to.

K, F and I walked A home...it was hilarious....K and I ended up chasing F and A down the road trying to put the mini undies on their heads....and they were running for their life. :D At some point I suggested we put the mini Panties on K and my own head...which we did. And we began to laugh so hard we ended up rolling around on the pavement...in the middle of an empty street. The guards at A's compound thought we were drunk and rolling around on the road in pain...HILARIOUS :P

Got A home safely:D walked to F's got a timtam, and came home to a lonesome and empty house as usual. Quiet, yet the perfect ending to a freakishly, awkwardly, funnily enlightening day! :P FOUND INTERENET! yet another joy, and managed to finish my WAYYYYYY overdue science... ~I aM sOo NoT a PrOcRaStInAtOr! ~ and then fell asleep to the sweet sounds of gossip girl :P

School was normal....well as normal as it gets for me. :D we ghosted QK until he was thoroughly freaked out, watched a guy with tourrets on youtube ~funny~ and then discovered that.... MN has a sweet tooth for YSY :D oooh la la my friends, ooh la laaa.....

Soo long my dears, we shall speak again :P

2008-12-13T21:15:00.001-08:00

OH MY GOD! i can't believe drama is over, i have to say I am ultimately sooooo proud of this play. Everyone was amazing. I'm going to miss all the endless hours of make up, Ms. Eagan yelling at us constantly...ok well maybe not that part, but the rest deffinitely. I loved the scenery it was sooooo amazing. It looked so pro. Im going to miss the bread eating competition *hilarious* and other stuff.

OH YAY next week is TEST WEEK. dun dun duuuuuun. I have a science, geography, history and CHINESE test all in the same week JOY TO ME!!! :P can't really complain though, I mean I did know it was coming.

Going to Romania on Saturday, ....Im not sure whether I'm excited or mildly scared. I want to go back and see my friends but at the same time I don't want to go back BECAUSE i don;t want to see my friends. I dont want to see them because most of them have fallen so far down...I honestly am doubting if I want to go at all anymore.

Yay once again there is no money in the house and Im supposed to buy a tie on monday or I get detention....well screw that. I dont think Ill be able to by a tie until thursday morning...LALALA

In love with the song the geek in the Pink! well thats all for this week my dears! I will try and post over the next 4 days of terror and let u know if I've survived. (to the disappointment of most i probably will). :P

AND i fractured the inside of ma nose. It hurt....like hitting ur funny bone type pain...but ten times worse. Yea...it was up there. The Ms. ACOSTA jammed it with a foundation sponge. :\ a little painful I suppose! well enough with the laments.

SO LONG.

2008-12-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

from left to right.

TOP: michael....being michael in tech. Big brains, Big stuff...snape, snape severus snap along with Dobby.

BOTTOM: constipation and pissed off faces...:D

My first...umm..entry?

2008-12-09T05:09:00.000-08:00

Yea....yo. today....was an ordinary day.

DRAMA -

-had a bread eating competition with co actor type things, tyson, alison, jake, eric and I. absolutely maze man. we tried to scoff bread down without using our hands. Tyson kept making this MUAHLGHAF sounds and eric choked on it and ended uptrying to perform heimlich manuever on himself by repeatedly thumping himself against a couch....or maybe thats just clumsiness.

-SOMEONE *cough cough* lost her temper and slapped someone else *cough cough* no it wasnt a bitch fight or remotely close...just...heavy heavy...PMS.

-am feeling totally miserable about my fat suit. yes it's HUGE.

MISCELLANEOUS-

-I just realized how many people are leaving and i am here with kiri to pay some awesome homage to their departure:

how do i begin...roses are red violets are....damn wrong path....umm...o yea...do u max take jenny to be ur....o DAMN.....ummm do you know the muffin man?,,,,,DAMN. ok truth be told just dunno how to say this.

You will all be sorely missed, but not as in pus sores...but...yea.. u know as in we will miss you LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS and i am so trying to deal with this morgan style by covering it up with humor. Truth be told kiri and i will miss you lot, and yes i am speaking for kiri as she is currently without a laptop *lame-o*. MISS THE FOLLOWING PPL:

Mingwei, Miia, Jenny, Fiona, Natsuko, Jingvin, Jorick, Aaron (a long lost wish...), Gun-a, Gahee, Gladys, hao wei, kevin (lu) and others. just cuz we didnt mention dun mean we aint gonna miss u...so ...yea.